diagnosed homesickness Songtext
von atlas ivy

Four walls surround my bedroom floor
Each one is covered in decor
But they′ve lost the warmth they had before
So it looks more like an eyesore

I called the doctor on my phone
I said there's something heavy in my bones
And I feel it most when I think of how I′ve grown
And he told me I'm homesick
But I was at home


My height is marked on the frame of the door
But my memories here feel like folklore
Maybe this house was my home when I was four
But nothing's the same anymore

I called the doctor on my phone
I said there′s something heavy in my bones
And I feel it most when I think of how I′ve grown
And he told me I'm homesick
But I was at home

And my mind′s eye is blind but I can see the scene
Of a house in a forest of evergreens
With a river to extinguish those made of gasoline
That makes it all worth living past fourteen