Disappear Songtext
von JoAnna James

I need to disappear for awhile
I wanna come back new
I can′t have you see me like this
I'm not who you once knew
I can′t go back there no more
I can't stay here
So, close your eyes, dear
While I try to disappear

I sleep a little longer these days
I won't pick up the phone
I watch a lot of foreign films
To make myself feel more alone
I eat what I don′t need
To make myself feel worse
Then I tip this bottle back
To bring out the next verse


I need to disappear for awhile
I wanna come back new
I can′t have you see me like this
I'm not who you once knew
I can′t go back there no more
I can't stay here
So, close your eyes, dear
While I try to disappear

I rest my arm, palm up
To see my clean slate
Then I paint my red stripes on
With my razor blades
Then I lay my body down
For anyone to take
′Cause the cheaper I get, you see
The less I have to make

And I chew them pills up good
And I swallow hard
Then I throw my pen away
And I crawl in the car
And I drive faster, dear
From where you are
But I know I'm not going anywhere
When all I′m doing is trying to disappear
I'm trying to disappear
I'm trying, trying, trying