Loose Strings Songtext
von Ali X

Yea I hurt
Cause I want better for myself
You won′t be there when I need you
I'd rather do it myself
I know better than to ask your for help
I ain′t saying I'm the man
I just play the hand dealt
I gave my all and you ain't care how I felt
Down count me out I keep few tricks up under my belt
My heart is cold
I don′t think it could melt
Feel like you′d fold
I'd rather do it myself
I gotta do it myself


Fuck you
Bitch I did it for me
I broke my heart to save my soul
And keep my demons at peace
I can′t understand the mind of a thief
How you gonna take my love and think you better than me
I just bet the world look better off without me
Don't it?
And bet your body probably feel better without me on it
Now you only rent space in my mind
You used to own it
Built a house
I guess we both out grown it
But I still wish the best for you
Fuck what you wish me
I let my mind drive the boat
And keep my thoughts at sea
Honestly know I hide behind my analogies
I never could just say what I mean
I′ve been traumatized by everyone I've counted on
Cause if I love you
I′m with you
Fuck if you right or wrong
But if you wrong ima tell you bout yourself
And I'd hope you'd do the same but I′d rather do it myself
I know better to than to ask for your help
That′s for whoever
You honestly just playing yourself
Don't think you clever
Cause I′m the type of person that'll be there if you need me
Girl If honesty′s the key
That's the reason you never see me
I′m closing the door
Girl I ain't stupid I've been here before
I ain′t good at sneaky links
Always want something more
But I tend to seek attention whenever I′m bored
I keep settling for less
I deserve more

Honestly just expressing shit I think on a daily
I've been thinking bout more me and less about you lately
Giving up on the idea that only you could save me
Putting you first I played myself more that you ever played me
Had to learn to put myself first
Still ain′t learn my lesson
Count blessings
Like It don't hurt
Try to distract myself with women but it don′t work
Always thinking they'll be different
Always end up hurt
Sometimes it feels like I got no one looking out from me
And when they do it kinda feels like they want something from me
And I know the ones I give to
Rather take it from me
Don′t really blame them though
It's harder to think when you hungry


Is it fair to measure love based on sacrifice
And if you snake someone you love
Can you make it right
I'm a victim of the serpent
Bit the fruit of life
Been overthinking bout my life
I hate it when I′m right
Love and hate are very different and a lot a like
I don′t think that I hate you but then I again I might
Used to pray for love I realize there's more to life
Love made me hate you
Yo I told you they a lot alike
Biting on my tongue is something I had to get used to
They say they don′t want nothing from you
Just so they can use you
And this is something I got used to
When I fell in love It probably knocked a couple screws lose
They won't see your worth until they want to take it from you
Feeling alone and I don′t know how much more I can do
Feeling lost and I don't know how much more I can lose
Only got myself and that the only thing I needed too
Cause I know better than to ask for your help
I gave my all and you ain′t care how I felt
Feel like you'd fold
I'd rather do it myself